I fear today, the unknown..fear for my surroundings, insecurities, this country, people around me; I guess being nihilist wasn't just enough after all for this life to live.
People are trying hard to find alternatives of religion by rendering bogus the established beliefs that have been held sacred for centuries. Was this all wrong from start? Have we been kept 'in the dark'..huh! Only our hearts can answer that. Or maybe its just another way to escape confusion, chaos, uncertainty, hatred, fear that has been haunting all of us for this past century.
Things aren't like movies and I become too involved and inspired by them easily (unrealistic and pathetic) and try to look at things in life that way and I meet with limitations laid by these walls around me, I can think, I can imaginate, I can act...why a person is always locked up and not free? Freedom lies in one's hearts and minds, freedom to get footloose, freedom to choose, freedom to be! Fate is what you define, play, make and derive from your character.
My thoughts are pure when they want to be, but still I have indignation and personal angst that I cannot speak about, cos after all its your problem, not anyone else's.
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